Am going to bat for human in me and the Cylon version of me parallelly. A deep void was there after moving to new place especially when I had the whole place for me. It kept occupied (I hate the word busy!) for sometime and gave me deep and switch-off,switch-on sleep. I thought I won my brain. Na, it took rest for a while to come back full and round!.
Whole intention to write this episode is, just wanted every one to realize they ‘can’ miss ‘people’ rather than cheating themselves saying, “am pluged into network, people are a touch away (damn smartphones!). I rarely care to those who wish to say, “Just because you are now, not all”.
My heart (brain) took two interesting sides – one to say ‘Yes’ and the other to laugh at me.
The void
The time when you have 100 low priority stuffs to do and all you wish is to sleep, the void eats anyone live. What not people have, atleast 20 regular websites to eat few hours, enough High definition movie channels, party capable music systems, printed media and on top of all, just a touch away friends!. Yes- we all have all. But just like the alma matter explained in Angels & Demons, its a vacuum bomb canister. All it wants is all thoughts to succumb to that caccum flask. Its powerful.
Thats why I said, vacuum is not just the vacuum, but capable to build more vacuum.
Now the other question is, “really??”. Really you even can allow a vacuum canister to build and sit in you? Hell No!. There is a breakeven point. A point that can build all stuff unnecessarily in our system. Medics call it Stress and I call it what you invited to yourself after a hell of a struggle. A struggle to invite more struggle? Unlike good old days, most of us dont even know there is a place where they should say, This-is-my-limit!. Its not physical like in those old days, just brain and its strech capabilities. And does it get enough food, rest to recharge? Nope. Just no. Where does this end?
Like in the first para!. God gave shoulders not to hold your arms,but to carry people. To bear pain. To have a proud smile. Interestingly bumped into http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xkG0fKJt3dE .. Little not related to whats written here but hard not to accept.
In total, catch my neck if you really want to understand if there is a conclusion!. If it creates a thought or even closer, I dont have to delete this post!.. 😉
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